its been a while since i have written in this daym thing.! what can i say..lifes been a bitch lately but hey whos fault is that?! hmm i wonder.. schools really a drag, and i already sleep in class! fuck its only like the fifth day of school. it seems like im getting closer with the ROP folks, which is prety cool,but i miss junior year..my rooms gettting cleaner everyday! yay haha. work sucks as usual and my friends are great. its glens party on saturday. hes eightenn and old. in other news..right now i just dont know how i feel anymore. i mean i have an idea what i want but i dont think im doing anything about anything basically. i sometimes just want to stay home and dont go out, but at times i just want to be happier in a high level. i dont know when im going to be as happy as i was..it just takes fucking time!..so what ever happens, well happens. i love still keeping contact with some folks, but i dont know if they feel the same, im pretty sure they doo..enough about that i forgot we have block schedule tomorrow, which suck by the way. jourdan visited today what a sweeeetheart. but it sucks since from now on every wednesday and thursdays ROP people get like a 15 min lunch..sucks ass! well im pretty tired of typing..thanks for reading..

-inda

what can i say? the summer is off to a good start, except one thing...but hes over seas and is fulfilly his dream. i hekka miss him already. so school ended, and now there's really nothing to do. my work never schedules me on a weekday, but hopefully i get the job at pasta pomodora. joanna went to the philippines on sunday. imma miss her ass too.

lately, i have been watching hella movies. mostly for free or for 1 buck and 50 cents. terrific tuesdays holler. nothing really to do escept watch fucking movies all week, or just spend your money.

two cotillions past. simons and jamies. they were both fun and enjoyed dancing with people. good times.

theres really nothing else to say, but there's just one thing on my mind that i cant really get over, but i need to because i know for a fact that its going to get no where for me and that one person. im sorry for the i put it. but i had to say it or else its just going to be the same thing over and over again. im just tired of it and hopefully in the end we both get what we want, but i doubt it. but i wish i hadnt said it the way i said it to that one person, because it makes me feel bad and it sucks that it ended up this way. im sorry.

-inda

yay! i am really finally seventeen! i can buy my own rated R ticket! holler. anyways, my birthday wekend was really nice. if you would like to see some photos, go ....here!!! haha i made it bold so you can click on it. so it started on friday, when i didnt go to first and i saw a a dayam poster on my locker. omg i was soo fucking ugly in six grade, and i am still today! haha  but a little better. i had to carry two big ass balloons around too! ughhhh...i watched cary's and jourdans and the rest of the senoir's last show ever in high school with jackie. it was nice.

tell me why in madagascar they barely showed the penguins! they were the best part. after i watched the pwederpuff game. JUNIORS! won..!! haha i then had dinner at the cheesecake factory. good times and mark, justin, and albert are hella sweet. we went to the hilton after to met jerrie and jen mag.

unfortunately, i was woken up hella early on sunday from cary. apparently he thought it was monday. he surprised me and we went to the city and breakfast at the peir and we went to the AQUARIUM! fun stuff. haha then we went to church and went shopping. i had dinner with the family and after i got a surprise visit from the dairy shop! i got fucked up hahah! well thats about my bday weekend.

i love all you guys who came to my dinner and house and just saying happy birthday thanks.

yay we got yearbooks yesterday. they are really nice and i didnt expect it to be all in color! next to go are finals dayam. alright then nite!

-inda

first off i would like to wish mark a happy 18th birthday! it was yesterday. also jackies was on sunday!! we got him a sick romote controll escalade(sp) and surprised him at his house. it was nice seeing his face when he opened the gift justin and albert wrapped. before that we got some buy one get on free tapx.

schools almost fucking over. time went by really fast this year. so many memories and i got close to people that i never thought i would talk to in my life. alot of shit has happened. i never knew that a person you knew so well just walks out of your like not knowing anything about them the following day. you used to relate to them so much and now you know theres nothing there anymore when you try to see whats up its just blah and deletes my comment. i hate that when i see whats up theres nothing. it sucks how im boring and cant maintain a nice conversation. you are right i am boring.

sunday is my birthday. im finally 17. i dont know what to do, and its on a sunday. people always ask me what i want, and i seriously want my jedis size 6. never going to happen. other than that, i really dont know what i want. lifes interesting for me right now and i dont know what i want. cary is right along with glen.

we went to the beach on sunday. it was fucking nice. not to cold and just being there with my close friends was nice. ughh, i dont know. likes a bitch, seriously.

-inda